Well, as much as I've been able to, the correct wheels have been (almost totally - one could always do with another month or so of extra holidays!) suitably oiled and decisions made about which ones to change altogether!
But it's sometimes difficult, for me at least, to make 'that' decision, 'that' move to encourage 'that' change. I'm not entirely sure why I can be so indecisive sometimes when most of the time, I seem to know exactly what to do at the right time and I just get on with it. Perhaps I can rationalise it a little by confessing I sometimes don't listen to that inner voice when it comes to looking after myself. When it comes to supporting and helping others, that inner voice is the first thing I hear...that intuitive, gut feeling is the first thing I feel! It never fails me and I never fail it when another person, animal or situation is involved. But I put my hands up and confess that I let that inner voice and feeling down sometimes when it involves just little, ol' me! I think when finances are also concerned, the banker inside my head says 'NO, you need the money!' but the little voice whispers incessantly 'No, you will find a way - you NEED to feed your soul'.
But, being of the tough chick variety, I am never afraid to 'do' - how else can I grow (apart from eating copious amounts of chocolate cake of course!) and learn? How else can I be available to whatever the world has to offer? How else can I make the necessary changes to my outlook and to my life? And more importantly, how else can I be available to support others?
SO....I do not want to be so busy that I do not have the time or inclination to listen to that inner voice. I do not want to be so busy that I cannot concentrate on doing what I love doing, what feeds my soul.
SO....the tough chick is on patrol, listening to the little voice (not in an 'omg, I need a straight-jacket kind of way - just clarifying!) and things are going to change! The nuts are off the relevant wheels and they're ready to be taken off and changed! (Maybe I'll opt for normal tyres on them this time instead of low profiles for a smoother journey!)
But it's sometimes difficult, for me at least, to make 'that' decision, 'that' move to encourage 'that' change. I'm not entirely sure why I can be so indecisive sometimes when most of the time, I seem to know exactly what to do at the right time and I just get on with it. Perhaps I can rationalise it a little by confessing I sometimes don't listen to that inner voice when it comes to looking after myself. When it comes to supporting and helping others, that inner voice is the first thing I hear...that intuitive, gut feeling is the first thing I feel! It never fails me and I never fail it when another person, animal or situation is involved. But I put my hands up and confess that I let that inner voice and feeling down sometimes when it involves just little, ol' me! I think when finances are also concerned, the banker inside my head says 'NO, you need the money!' but the little voice whispers incessantly 'No, you will find a way - you NEED to feed your soul'.
But, being of the tough chick variety, I am never afraid to 'do' - how else can I grow (apart from eating copious amounts of chocolate cake of course!) and learn? How else can I be available to whatever the world has to offer? How else can I make the necessary changes to my outlook and to my life? And more importantly, how else can I be available to support others?
SO....I do not want to be so busy that I do not have the time or inclination to listen to that inner voice. I do not want to be so busy that I cannot concentrate on doing what I love doing, what feeds my soul.
SO....the tough chick is on patrol, listening to the little voice (not in an 'omg, I need a straight-jacket kind of way - just clarifying!) and things are going to change! The nuts are off the relevant wheels and they're ready to be taken off and changed! (Maybe I'll opt for normal tyres on them this time instead of low profiles for a smoother journey!)